"Ha," he says darkly. "When I got anything wrong about being Miles, he'd punish me. When I got everything right, he'd tell me what a good boy I was and then punish me anyway because it was the closest he could get to hurting Aral. When I showed the least little sign of not agreeing with him perfectly about everything, he'd punish me. When I sounded too much like I was just reciting the party line to save my skin, he'd punish me. When I did anything unauthorized - midnight snack, trip to a museum... I'm sure you get the picture."
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